Stargazer

by Andrew McLeod

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ As I sink further down I gasp for air But there's none there So certain that I'll drown My time has come I cannot run Locked inside the belly Of this beast I call my ship Waters flooding in Destroying Everything within On this ship I set sail But the mission has failed And I'm stranded here all by myself I'm So alone, on a capsized boat! I dragged myself to the bottom of the ocean (I'm sinking down) I'm trapped below, Only thing I know is I've Chased my throne to the bottom of the ocean of my soul How did I get here? I set the compass To the west I marked which way to steer And set out on my Selfish quest Get me out alive I repent of my mistake Can you save this life? Answer me for heavens sake I'm the one who owns the blame I was trying to run away Now I see my own mistake But I'm afraid that it's too late My last seconds floating by My destruction in my eyes As these moments pass me by To you alone I cry Then it comes to my surprise That you're lifting up my eyes To see the answer you provide And my spirit is revived Build 3 Then I feel my weary soul As you start to fill the holes Your love has made an open door A gateway to the shore Hold my breath so I can swim Towards the light that's pouring in Swimming up to open sea Where your light is all around me I still have so far to go But I know I'm not alone You will carry me carry me back to my home Where I know I'm not my own As I gaze into the sun Feel this anchor come undone Though it seemed that death had won Your mercy has overcome ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Get me out Get me out Get me out of here Take my doubt Take my doubt Or I'll disappear I'm about I'm about To Slip away Find me now Find me now I'm blind today I am in the bottom of the blackest ocean I've got to live to see another day In these dark Waters The pressure just won't let me go I've been hiding in the shadows I've been lost in the unknown In these dark Waters You might find me here right now But I believe that I will one day see the skies above So get me out alive Can I breathe Can i breathe In disarray Can I see Can I see Or is it faith Hold me back Hold me back You know the way Take the black Take the black And give me day Get me out alive Get me out alive I am not my own I've been bought with a price Paid by you alone You have promised me life ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
3.
Lifeboat 04:26
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I watch effortlessly to see the shore from an open sea Weightless, and never ending, I've tried my patience but it's dwindling I'm giving up on any chance of getting better Floating in a sea of unrest Prechorus Can you come rescue me? I can't tread this water forever I'm in desperate need I need to move on Everything I wanted was Stolen that night Right out of my cold hands (I lost it all) My only hope was inside a plight What matters, I need my innocence again You are a lifeboat saving my life You are my lifeboat and you're bringing me back home I feel the open air surrounding me on every side How could I be so blind to miss the opportunities behind I'm sick and tired of looking back to all the nightmares of my past I'm drifting towards a new horizon Back home You're watching me watching me from your throne You have shown That you know where I, know where I, I should go Where I should Go! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Isn't it funny how we tend to Try to fight our own way through When all we have to do Is give it over to you You prove to us over and over That we cant win this war Youre showing us even after We tried to breakdown the door Oh We're all castaways And we can't steer clear Of danger oh oh Its buried underneath We've run so far away But we can't forget The anger Oh no Let's abandon the debris In my dreams It's an obsession But I can't see through their intention I'm caught inside the intermission Never to be seen again I need a cure for this infection Take a risk to dodge the next one Try to find a new direction I'm gonna find an end We're the ones who ran astray It set us back but we won't wait Our time to fight the setbacks is now Press on through the debris Take it back and then you'll see That we can live it out ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You are an escape A wave thats sealing my fate You know all my mistakes But you take them away waste no time! I'm nearly a dead man now Don't leave me In the water I'll never make it out alone I'm hopless on my own You know me You know all that's behind me And this water in my lungs has poisoned me for long enough Recusitate me I'm not the one whose worthy I know that I am filthy You could cast me down a million times and I would still be guilty You called me Out of the depths of my disgrace And you tell me of the glorious adventure that awaits I'm nearly a dead man now You are the only answer and I need a way out You're making all things new I'm ready now to have a heart that beats for you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
6.
Sunset 01:04
(Instrumental)
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Night fall is when I fall to sleep But tonight all the stars are out and I cant help but think About your majesty and the mystery And suddenly I'm in between Infinity and the end of me and how you intercede I'll proceed to take a dive into your eternity Gazing at the stars As I wonder who you are Floating in the dark I've already come this far You're navigating me To Where I need to be By the stars reflecting off the midnight sea Your power is unstoppable And you show me how you hold it all With full control. You hold my soul So I extol you for everything you are You take me far. So high above Every situation. I'm taken by you love you have my heart. Use me as you want. I'm following the stars Show me where you are You can have my heart Show me where to start ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Flash before my eyes At once I recognize The deep heavy air The force to victimize The bonds of the memories threatening me killing me. Can't you see? I've lost the fight It's happening again All over again Someone come and save me From this dream I'm in Wake me up I've had enough of this feeling I think I'm in a nightmare It feels so real and everyone is right there Tell me it's only a dream I'm falling apart All over again I'm trapped in the night That might have been the end I think I'm in a nightmare I am your past The debris from your path I live in your mind. Forever hold you back Remembering everything severing recklessly Watching it all just fall away! The dream is real No one's gonna save you Save your breath You'll be gone forever Wake me up! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Spent the past year of my life Wondering why I always feel left behind Almost let it all pass me by Locked up inside The prison of my own mind I'm not gonna let this Leave me defenseless I'm in the fight of my life I'll stand up and face it I know I can take it I'm gonna win tonight The nightmares I have of my past Try to remind me Of what I lack They always try to set me back But I will press on Through their worst attack I'm done with this stupid game Of trying to erase the pain And fix all the heartache myself You give me strength and you give me pacience Take me home as well I wait on the edge of the sea I know what I'm ready to be From these chains I am free Free from everything that ever told me I wasn't ready To take the next step in this new direction To finally break the trend I think I'm almost at my journey's End Ima Take a new direction I'm Gonna break apart deception Gonna find the end and make amends so I can send away the imperfection I don't know how I expected to create an interception by the way I tried to take away the weight the promise of repentance I'm alive right now and I ain't finished With the life that I've been givin' Gonna keep on livin' Ain't the perfect kid but I admit it that I have a perfect king who over did it by his perfect love, the way he went to live it. Gave his life so we could put it in a sentence. I accept the savior in my heart so I can learn his true forgiveness and forgive them from within ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
10.
Restore 04:09
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Losing patience once again Tired of being tossed about by the waves and the wind Will this journey ever end? Then I look up to the distance and I see a place to land I see the shore from afar And I know in my heart That at last I've arrived Through it all I survived As I near the solid ground Of this new hope I have found You assure me that it's safe To run to your embrace Come my child to the shore Don't look back there any more You have been through the storm And I'm the one who's brought you home I will always carry you In the storms your going through I'll be with you forever Stargazer ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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The emotion packed sophomore release by McLeod. This is a edgy rock record centered around a story of emotion told as a sailor struggles to find his way to the shore from the bottom of the ocean.

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released March 24, 2017

Stargazer was recorded, mixed, and mastered by Andrew McLeod at Firewolfe Studios.

All songs were written and arranged by Andrew and Josh McLeod.

Stargazer was produced by Andrew and Josh McLeod.

Keys, drums, bass, acoustic guitars and vocals were performed by Andrew McLeod.

Electric guitars were performed by Josh McLeod

Acoustic guitar on "Sunset" was performed by Colin MacDonald.

Guitar solo on "Nightmare" was performed by Matthew Carrico.

Guest vocalists include Samuel Hayes of Notacat, Colin MacDonald, Abbie McLeod, Ben Grube of Notacat, Jackson Shepherd of White Chocolate, and Judah Sargent of Vagabond.

Art direction and design by Ben Grube.

Andrew would like to thank the following:

Chick-Fil-A for exchanging me money for time. Dr. Pepper for skyrocketing my dopamine levels. Everyone who helped this record become a reality. My parents for loving me even though they don't exactly love my style of music. Josh for making sure that I knew whenever one of my ideas sucked but for also helping me realize when one of them was pretty good. All of my instruments for making lots of noise. My bandmates in Notacat for being my best friends and supporting me as I made this record. The bands who have influenced me to write and record music which include: Disciple, Attalus, Red, NF, Memphis May Fire, August Burns Red, The Devil Wears Prada, A Day To Remember, Bring Me The Horizon, Set It Off, Switchfoot, Relient K, and Notacat. My kitties Lucy and Bootsman for always being adorable and thus, are worth mentioning. Graham Cochrane at The Recording Revolution for inspiring me and enabling me to make better sounding music with the gear that I have. My family and friends for making this year awesome! My homies at Chick-Fil-A for begging me to release another record. All my homies down in Alabama. I wrote most of this record in Alabama after ya'll made it clear to me that it was time to get started on it. Finally, I would like to thank my Lord and Savior, Christ Jesus for gifting me and calling me to music. Without you I am nothing. All glory, praise, and honor be to your name.

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Andrew McLeod is a singer/songwriter/audio engineer from Fuquay Varina, NC. He writes music in a poetic way to express his own deep thoughts and emotions. He has released 2 projects thus far, “Path of Wounds” and “Stargazer”. ... more

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