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Inside Out
04:54
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A castaway falling from all that he might have wished for and dreamed for
With only the pieces of his broken life and stories too deep and too dark to be told
Desperate for someone to love him
Dying to those up above him
Praying for those who have hurt him
Knowing that you are the only way
I could climb to the highest mountain
and wander the darkest road
Jesus you are my fountain filling my life with love
so come and fill me, come and consume me
you turn my life inside out
A broken man searching for truth in the night and something to cling to
Those that he treasured had left him to die alone in the dark, he had to survive
Hated by those that he loved the most
Haunted by those who he knew were ghosts
Living in torture and solitude
Knowing that you are the only way
I could climb to the highest mountain
and wander the darkest road
Jesus you are my fountain filling my life with love
so come and fill me, come and consume me
you turn my life inside out
I could climb to the highest mountain
and wander the darkest road
Jesus you are my fountain filling my life with love
so come and fill me, come and consume me
you turn my life inside out
Inside out
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2. |
Standing on Failure
05:10
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I stand alone
You wouldn't know
You gave your word
I haven't heard from you
Why did you leave me alone?
You left me here on my own
I stand on a ground of broken promises
You broke my trust you only ever lied
Cut out my heart and leave me to fall in the gray
You took it all, you took everything away
Please don't stay
Just go away
I am afraid
This isn't safe
But you bound me tight
This isn't right of you
You put me through so much pain
And I can't wash out the stains
I stand on a ground of broken promises
You broke my trust you only ever lied
Cut out my heart and leave me to fall in the gray
You took it all, you took everything away
Please don't stay
Take this away
I'm standing on failure
You stay the same
As I escape
I won't let you
Hold me down any longer
Stay away
Just go away
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3. |
In Reality
02:58
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Let's go back for a moment
To a time when you and I
We couldn't have known it
Everything felt just fine
But then the lines started to blur
We were so immature
But one thing was certain that nothing was workin'
Why did everything go wrong?
I reality you gave up your decency
You wanted what you wanted and it made you think that you could take it all from me
In reality you lost the possibility of getting what you wanted and it made you think that you could take it out on me
Let's just try to be honest
We both played it wrong
But now that it's over
Can we try to get along
But now the world seems to fade
The only thing between is space
A space that left a hole in your heart
And now you're running away
I reality you gave up your decency
You wanted what you wanted and it made you think that you could take it all from me
In reality you lost the possibility of getting what you wanted and it made you think that you could take it out on me
Where have you gone?
Why have you run away from God?
We both lost the game but you crossed out your name
If I could go back, what could I change?
Why does it seem like you were always this way?
Would everything stay the same?
I reality you gave up your decency
You wanted what you wanted and it made you think that you could take it all from me
In reality you lost the possibility of getting what you wanted and it made you think that you could take it out on me
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4. |
My Heart Is Caving In
04:30
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I find myself walking through the dark
Searching for the place that fell apart
Where did I lose my mind?
How can I make this right?
I have lost my strength, I've lost myself tonight
I am a mountain crumbling
Breaking at the core
Surrounded by my misery
Falling to the floor
Buried beneath the falling stones
Screaming out all alone
My heart is caving in
Constantly fighting with myself
Locked inside my prison cell
I've lost the throne again
My heart is caving in
I'm breaking in the walls
I'm insecure
Only you can help me find the door
Open up and let me out
Can't you hear me as I shout?
I need to know if you are there
I am a mountain crumbling
Breaking at the core
Surrounded by my agony
Falling to the floor
Buried beneath the falling stones
Screaming out all alone
My heart is caving in
Constantly fighting with myself
Locked inside my prison cell
I've lost the throne again
My heart is caving in
Do you see me?
Trapped inside this bitter place
Have I fallen from your grace?
Oh come and change me
Show me that I'm not alone
and give me strength tonight
Buried beneath the falling stones
Screaming out all alone
My heart is caving in
Constantly fighting with myself
Locked inside my prison cell
I've lost the throne again
My heart is caving in
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5. |
Still Here
03:39
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We're still here
Through the pain and tears
We find our fears and they seem to have no end
We're still here
Though we lost ourselves inside our souls we fell
But he brought us back again
So let's keep fighting till the end
Don't you give up on me now cuz I know will make it out
The pain seems greater than the good
But we're still here so let's keep moving on
We're still here
We faced it all like pioneers
But the thought that we were lost
Now we're here
Realizing all along, this was our song to sing
No matter what it costs
So let's keep fighting till the end
Don't you give up on me now cuz I know will make it out
The pain seems greater than the good
But we're still here so let's keep moving on
Don't give up on me now
I promise we'll make it out
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6. |
One of a Kind
03:53
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I know that this may seem impossible
But there is one who can fix your broken soul
It seems like you have lost the strength to move on
And the fire in your eyes has gone
I'm right here for you
I know that feeling too
And when it starts to come, you feel yourself go numb
And it's hard to see the truth
You silence pain with your fist
But God knows you can conquer this
And I believe it too
You feel like you're not wanted here
Listen closely oh my dear
It couldn't be more crystal clear
That you're one of a kind
When you are weary rest in his strength
When you are lost trust in his ways
Though the nights are long
He is a song that singing a better day
A better day will come
I'm right here for you
I know that feeling too
And when it starts to come, you feel yourself go numb
And it's hard to see the truth
You silence pain with your fist
But God knows you can conquer this
And I believe it too
You are precious to Jesus
He came to the earth to free us
Every time you cry
Tears fill his eyes
He loves you
And I love you too
Yes I'm right here for you
I know that feeling too
And when it starts to come, you feel yourself go numb
And it's hard to see the truth
You silence pain with your fist
But God knows you can conquer this
And I believe it too
He loves you
And I love you too
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7. |
Left Behind
03:12
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The end is coming soon
The time is drawing nigh
When we will be in the light
The choirs sing in tune
The dead will come to life
And faith will turn to sight
Don't let yourself get left behind
Put your faith in the divine
Don't let yourself get left behind
He's offering you new life
Reach for the son
You can't outrun
I need you with me
As we go
Just hold onto him
He won't let go
Though times are hard right now
You gotta believe somehow
Reach for the son
You can't outrun
The battle is won
Don't let yourself get left behind
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8. |
Erase Me
03:48
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In a time and a place
When I lost a mental case
I was writing a death wish
But then I saw your face
You were kind
You were fair
And you tried to help me out
Digging ditches around
I was trapping myself in
But you found me and gave me hope to breathe again
And I realized that you were all I cared about
Now I thought that I had a special kind of friend
And I prayed everyday that it would never end
But it seems by the looks of it that it has turned to dust
Cuz you found for yourself a very special one
And that leaves me alone cuz it's said and done
Don't you see that you have thrown me to the gun
Now I know that, you just want to erase me
Leave me in the past where I belong
Maybe everything we had was wrong
Take me out of the picture
Cover up the blister
Instead of embrace me
You erase me
Now I know what I am
And I'm not what I was when
I was lied to and told that I was gonna win
It was taken by the one who was making the lights go dim
Yes I know who I am and it's not inside of you
As you slide the erase well I'll keep it moving too
Cuz I know that I'm free when I'm fading from your view
BLEH
Now I know that, you just want to erase me
Leave me in the past where I belong
Maybe everything we had was wrong
Take me out of the picture
Cover up the blister
Instead of embrace me
You erase me
Maybe it's not so bad
Losing all we had
Losing you is what woke me from my dream
Erase Me (You erase me)
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9. |
Path of Wounds
04:31
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Scars beyond repair
I'm aware of the fact that I did this to myself
It breeds despair
A shadow in me turning the lights out
Blind as I am
I fall into this place
I'm just a man
I need to see your face
As I fall in the valley of shadows
I'm consumed
Take me off this path of wounds
A crown of thorns you chose to wear
Gives me the strength to get to tomorrow
The pain you chose to bear
Your sacrifice oh man of sorrows
Numb as I am
I feel paralyzed
Give me a chance
Come open up my eyes
As I fall in the valley of shadows
I'm consumed
Take me off this path of wounds
Make me strong
In my moments of weakness
Give me hope
Take me off this path of wounds
Father save me now
I am going down
Save me from my hand
I am on this route
I am bleeding out
On the sinking sand
As I fall in the valley of shadows
I'm consumed
Take me off this path of wounds
Make me strong
In my moments of weakness
Give me hope
Take me off this path of wounds
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10. |
Capsize
05:53
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I tried to destroy the truth
And cover up the proof
I hide in these violent tides
And pretend that I'm alright
The storm starts to rage and the ship starts to break
The crashing of waves how much longer can I take?
Running away on a ship that's capsizing
There's no escape and the waters are rising
Feeling the waves oh it's so hypnotizing
Can you save me?
Fighting for life in this desperate hour
All my despair is growing in power
I am afraid and I am a coward
How will I last the night?
I take all the blame
I own all the guilt
I drown in the shame of this vessel I built
I feel all the anger
Swallow all the hate
I feel like it's too late to turn back now
Oh I'll never see the sun again
I'm alone
I'm alone and I am
Running away on a ship that's capsizing
There's no escape and the waters are rising
Feeling the waves oh it's so hypnotizing
Can you save me?
Fighting for life in this desperate hour
All my despair is growing in power
I am afraid and I am a coward
How will I last the night?
Oh I'm losing myself this time
Oh I'm lost and depressed and I've
Buried myself, so far down below
Sinking so fast oh where will I go?
I've buried myself so far down below
Sinking so fast oh where will I go?
I've buried myself so far down below
Falling in the vast dark waters below
I am drowning now
Can you see me?
Can you hear me?
I am calling
Please come save me
I've been running away on a ship that's capsizing
There's no escape and the waters are rising
It took me till now to begin realizing
I have caused this
Fighting for life in this desperate hour
All my despair
Is growing in power
I am afraid and I am a coward
How will I last the night?
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Andrew McLeod Fuquay Varina, North Carolina
Artist Bio
Andrew McLeod is a singer/songwriter/audio engineer from Fuquay Varina, NC. He
writes music in a poetic way to express his own deep thoughts and emotions. He has released 2 projects thus far, “Path of Wounds” and “Stargazer”.
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